Lucius-Angicoot

so it's been a few years now and I somehow remembered I have this and wow. WOW. wow. look at THIS headassery KSJGSKGDHL

a bunch of pop culture references, ugly laughing, brief trips to the freak-out zone and keyboard smashing later, all I can say while looking at this account and profile is: who the heck hurt you, old me?

- I can't believe half of the things I've said in comments in here

- I don't remember half of the things I've said in here

- I -almost- looked like a yandere (at least at the first read) but ended up looking like an absolute headass in the process, why did I think this was cute

- man I was a virgin in life despite all the experiences I was through AND IT HURTS

- I never thought of myself as socially awkward but these are the most socially awkward things I would say???????

my desperation to break free shows so hard, to the point it almost hurts watching. that's alright, old me. you get a pat on the back and another pat on the head.

at another day and time I would have also slapped you in the face after that, but no more. you are valid for what you were and have come to be today.

to all the people who passed by my (internet and not only) life that I ended up hurting with my words and/or actions, holy fuck I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart. all I wanted to do was be friends with as many people as possible, but couldn't keep myself collected during the process.

that alone has caused many misunderstandings and sour behaviours! and i recognize that! not cool, old me!

I am way more knowledgeable than I used to be back at my active days here, so all I can do is look at those passed days with a complacent smile and repeat the whole pat-your-old-self-on-the-back process.

so this is already dragging but in case you're still around here and still somehow remember me if we don't talk these days, hi!! I'm alright!! pandemic and all that which happened aside, I'm very fine. I can actually say I broke free. Not fully, and 100%, but definitely escaped a handful of "jail cells and corridors". still listening to vocaloid though!!!! not gonna stop that anytime soon!!!

it's getting better, it will continue to get better, I am very satisfied with myself, and I will continue to be the social butterfly I've always wanted to be!

I love y'all, and I wish y'all a happy day, and tell you to take care of yourselves! It's all we have at the end of the day. Y'all are important and valid <3

I'm off to listen to Yelle or something now, she got a new single out!! we stan just like we stanned during the Je Veux Te Voir era <33333